Uncle Andy

I am an uncle of a new little baby girl! My sister had a new child on March 24th! Her name is Payton Lee. I'm going home to visit on the 1st of April and I can't wait. I've been an uncle for 3 years, I now have two nieces (Payton & Riley) and one nephew (Carson). I love them all! I currently live with my one niece Riley, loving every bit of it. I woke up the other morning to Riley screaming, "Andy!! Open the door! Get up!" I proceed to get my niece out of her crib and let her go into her daddy's room. Ten minutes later, after I had already fallen asleep again I feel a little thump on my head. I open my eyes only to see Riley lying next to me curled under the covers saying, "I lay with you" You can't turn a cutie-pie like her down. So we laid in bed together and I slept and she snored. It's things like this you love in life. I can't wait to see my family and new niece (Friend) next week!

The Big Dance

It's that time again! Might as well be one of the best times of the year!! March Madness is here! My Jayhawks made it to the tourney and I'm ready to see what they can really do! It's going to be an interesting tournament! There is a lot of good teams in it this year or a lot of teams with great potential! I hope everybody has filled out a bracket and is ready to watch some good basketball!

Tomorrow

Tomorrow I don't know this girl,
Everything changed,
She talked to other people,
I was interested in other girls,
She had different friends,
I drove myself away,
She turned around and walked away,
I waited for awhile.

Later I see that girl,
She looks familiar,
I listen to her,
We talk about life,
I tell her my struggles,
A different girl?
I share my thoughts with her,
Share emotions,
She responds...
She can't stop thinking about me,
She can't walk away without me,
She can't sleep without saying goodnight,
She can't dream without kissing me,
Is she different?

Is this the same girl?
Do things change like that?

I look Deep

I look deep,
Deep into my mind,
Mind with no ending,
Ending with little time,
Time I wish I could keep,
Keep with in my heart

Feelings with a lot of love,
Love your life,
Life to be your own,
Your own true place,
Place of freedom,
Freedom within your heart

Listen to what your heart says,
Says to you about life,
Life the way it is when you find out how deep,
Deep it took to find,
To find your truth

Regrets

Do you ever think about your regrets in life? Maybe how you could change them or what you could have done differently back them for things to still be the way they were.

Thinking about all the problems you've had, all the mistakes you made...

Does it ever change anything?

Thinking of the mistakes you had in the past and the problems you had in the past will never help solve them.

You have to think about the future and what you're going to do, to stay away from making mistakes. You have to learn from your lessons and most people are very good at that.

anxiety

Do you ever get so anxious about something that you can't stop thinking about it!!! I sure do! I bought a ticket to go visit my family in Kansas. I am so excited to go back and visit that I can't stop thinking about it! It's a whole month away and the more I think about it, the longer it's going to take for this fun trip to happen. I wonder if things have changed in the 2 months that I have been gone. I wonder if it will be as if I never left. I doubt it but you can never tell. I'm ready to play with my nephew outside and have a good ole' time. I'm ready to see my sister and my new niece! Wow! It's seem that there might be a good amount of change by the time I get there.

Today I met this girl...

Today I met this girl,
The one that I love today,
Is the girl that I talk to everyday?
The one that drives me insane for her,
The girl that I can't stop thinking about,
The one that is always there,
The one I can tell everything,
The girl that I never will forget,
The girl I wish to spend my life with,
The one that people look at cause she is so beautiful,
That the girl I love,

The girl that I know has a big heart,
The one that I kiss everyday,
The girl that makes me happy every time I see her,
The one that makes me feel special,
The girl that brings out the real me,
The one that is in my dreams,
The girl I can't stop talking to,
The one that share everything with,
The girl that shows her true colors,
The one that doesn't hold back,
The girl that I'm talking about,
IS you,
The one I love the most!
The one I love is You!
The One that I will always love it’s YOU