Strength

Do you have the strength
Do you have the nerve
Do you have the will power
Do you have the freedom
To enjoy.

Do you have the friends
Do you have the family
Do you have the love
Do you have the spirit
To enjoy.

Do you have the trust
Do you have the faith
Do you have the stamina
Do you have the courage
To enjoy.

Do YOU have it? I do...

Living...

Can you define the word life?
- the condition that distinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism, reproduction, and the power of adaptation to environment through changes originating internally.

What conditions distinguish organisms from inorganic objects? What is an inorganic object?

An object that does not have the structure of a living being...

How do you describe a living being or the structure of a living being?

Is it an organic object that provides growth, structure, and reproduction. Yes it is!

So what is considered dead?

What is love?

What is love? Is it when you wake up every morning next to the woman of your dreams? Is it when you kiss somebody goodnight each night? Is the girl that you dream of? Is it your new born child? Is it your best friends? Who knows?

Is it possible to define love?

I don't think that you can tell somebody what love is... It can be a number of things... Is it passion? Is it devotion? Is it a term that is loosely used?

Driving

Do you ever getting to driven and forget to turn the radio on? When you realize that it is not turned on do you instantly flip the music on? Do you wait a little bit and just bask in the silence? Or maybe a little bit of both? Do you forget to turn on the radio because your mind is going in some many directions that you just simply don't even know if it's on or off?

Of course we all just like to enjoy life with out any noise. Can we do it on a regular basis? Do you want to do it on a regular basis?

I know that I could never just enjoy the sound of nothing on a regular basis maybe here and there. I would have to be thinking about sorts of random thoughts in order to just sit and enjoy the silence. Otherwise known as my mind!! At nights are where I enjoy the most silence. It's makes it easier to fall asleep of course but if you can't stop thinking about life or everyday problems, then it makes it hard to sleep. In that case it is nice to listen to music cause it helps block out the sounds of your brain!

So the questions is can you actually go without listening to music on a daily basis?

Dreams

So I guess this proves that I really do think at random! I got to thinking (shocking) and this is what I was thinking!

What happens when dreams come true? Are they considered dreams? I don’t the answer to these questions from a factual stand point but I do know that dreams can come true. In my mind life is one big dream. You dream up your whole life. You follow your hopes and dreams as some would say. Most don’t understand when people say follow your hopes and dreams they really mean it. When you dream you are hoping for better things, with that hope you usually find it. Find it by meaning you find those betters things, whether it be a better place, a better friend, or on a bigger perspective a better life.
I am a night owl so I seem to get my dreaming out of the way during the day, or at least the dreams that I can remember. In my mind I think that the dreams that you don’t really remember are the dreams that really come true. Now for if they are still considered dreams, I would have to say yes. If I would have said no there is no way people could be living their dreams…Right?

FFF

I put my friends before,
I put my family before,
I put my future before,
I put everything out there,
I put my own life out,

I struggle to make decisions,
I struggle to find mistakes,
I struggle to understand,
I struggle to feel free,

I fear change,
I fear my own self,
I fear my family,
I fear failure,

I live for friends,
I live for family,
I live for future,
I live for my own life,
I take it all seriously,

I stop but…

I can’t stop,
I can’t breathe when things are bad,
I can’t be free when things are feared,
I can’t concentrate life is hard,
I can’t think when things are painful,
I can’t fear my own life…worrying about my family and friends

I struggle to find truth,
I struggle to find reality,
I struggle to find love,
I struggle to find the ones that really matter,
I struggle period….

Life is hard… people are cruel… family is tough… friends are confusing…
Together they make me happy… the hardest things in life are what my whole life is about

New blog

I decided today would be a good time to start blogging. I'm spend most of my free time just hanging out! When I am not free I'm at work! I love to think at random. I'm big into writing poems, granted they may not be the best poems in the world but I seem to like them. I wonder about all kinds of problems I may come across throughout my life. I run thoughts of random situations that I could write about. I seem to think that I dream a lot, or for better understanding I seem to think freely. I recently moved away from my parents, when I mean move away I don't mean down the street, I mean I moved 1100 miles away. I normally wouldn't have much a problem with this, which I don't, but it's a big change of pace than what I am used to. I am for sure this is the place I want to live right now but it's hard to not have my parents to fall back on. Therefore I think a lot more than usual, so I will be writing a lot more than usual. I figured if I'm going to be writing a lot more than usual, then why not share it with people that are bored and have nothing better to do than read my awesome blog.

Today is My day

Today is my day, They big one, The day to feel great, Today is everyday!
When I found truth, I found change, I lived for fear, Now I live for love,
I spend time alone, To hear my mind, I dream at night, And feel like flying,
Today is my day, A day to be glad, A day to be me, A day to be free,
When I find peace, I find friends, I lived for freedom, Now I live for love,
I spend time away, To hear my own voice, I sleep well, And feel like crying,
Today is my day, To be free, To love me, To live free,

To be alone….

New Place

It’s weird, The people are different, The time is twisted, The freedom is great
People change, Times change, Life changes, Friends stay
Dreams are made, Freedom is found, People are new, Friends stay
Family is scared, Work is busy, New friends are made, Friends stay
Time races, Life flies, People try, Friend cry It’s weird
New places, New People, New faces, Same friends